It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;

dear livejournal

2007-10-30T06:10:44Z

i havent been to you in a while
i miss you!
how are things?
i feel a little crazy
definitely dont want to go to school tomorrow...
i had a fun week
:)

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-07-23T21:41:00

2007-07-24T04:42:42Z

ive been journaling in my sloppy handwriting when im not here
and things change so much, but never reallyy change
if that makes any sense

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-07-07T15:57:00

2007-07-07T22:58:22Z

i want to watch little people big world with ling

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-06-16T12:59:00

2007-06-16T19:59:53Z

happy birthday lingaroo

hey lj

2007-05-31T06:41:25Z

i love you.

its almost twelve
i should be sleeping
but im thinking.
i say i want things
but when theyre close
i think im too afraid to take them
or i actually dont really want them
...?

reflective

2007-05-02T08:01:53Z

i like re-living old memories.
like a year ago
i was so sad to end the year
and my freshman year was extremely fun
but this year i cant wait until the end
and i cross off each day closer.
hah, everything is so predictable yet strange,
i never know where i'm going to be in the future,
but i can always assume in some aspects it will be the same.
but its fun to count the differences.
especially if youve changed only for the better.
this school year was a sequence of the same trials and tribulations
none im too fond of,
but all i apparently lived through
i want to eat something,
but it is 1 am....
what is a girl to do?

its funny to me

2007-04-29T21:48:30Z

how the tables turn
and how you can go back to being so close to someone who once hated you

its

2007-04-23T03:18:35Z

when you come to realize
that everyone talks shit
and everyone is selfish
and you can't trust anyone.
it's when you think you care about people
and they prove you wrong.
it's an annual thing.

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-04-05T06:04:00

2007-04-06T01:04:25Z

hah
i'm still the same person

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-04-03T07:17:00

2007-04-03T02:17:25Z

hey hey its spring break!

today i bought some cowboy boots and white wannabe keds
and a ton of fabric
sew sew sew

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-03-15T22:18:00

2007-03-16T05:18:14Z

i'm sorry i'm bad at this sometimes,
but i tryzz

damn hoes

2007-02-12T00:32:42Z

if the sign says open til 3
why the fuck are you still coming in acting like it should be open i hate leaving this place at five when it says we close at fucking 3

ayyy

2007-02-04T19:32:03Z

i wish i knew the password to the dumb main account on this computer so i could fricking go on aim or something i cant even go on myspace anymore because i have no idea why,
im so bored,
and so tired/ sick bahhh
i wish more people actually talked to me on livejournal

hello

2007-01-14T20:00:41Z

livejournal,
the few days this new years has given me have been great.
thanks to everyone.
i really mean it!

how are you all doing?

hmmp

2007-01-05T03:35:37Z

I planned on writing something today,
but then my whole opinion on it changed.
Isn't it funny how quick things change?

bepy_is_a_g @ 2007-01-01T00:44:00

2007-01-01T08:44:27Z

so this is the new year,
~~and i dont feel any different~~
and i feel completely different

oh no she didnt

2006-12-31T18:11:57Z

Did I honestly just read something were someone thought take my breath away was a Jessica Simpson song? Fricken, that song was by berlin dumb, and copeland does a better job than Jessica Simpson did. anywhoo
...
My jaw hurts immensely,
ooouuch.

I stayed up til 6 in the morning watching an f-ing bleach marathon,
i just couldnt sleep, the show kept being to be continued.

im so tired i hate it here

time for reflection- edited

2006-12-30T23:31:19Z

happy almost one year anniversary livejournal,
you were created on january 30th of this year.
and a lot was happening at the begining of that year,
lots of problems, that weren't mine.
i complained once too many of wanting better/new things,
but i wonder if i ever really got them, and if i should be learning to be completely satisfied with everything i have now, i know things have gotten better, but i'm still hoping, complaining, wishing.
but then i have those moments where im having lots of fun and know that this is what its about,
to that week recently ling and i did too much shopping for nothing and went to nordstroms too many times, btw ling i saw the blue jacket there hte other day and put it on hold but never got to the mall in time to buy it with matt :[, im sure if you were here you wouldve taken me. but, i have many resolutions for the new year, hopefully i will follow through.
at the begining of the year was a transistion, i think thats when i started hanging out with karla more and the old girls less, which i would like to say turned out pretty well, and i really think i changed for the better. This year makes me realize i'm for the most part the same: i still eat too much, i still complain, i still do nothing and die of boredom, but a big part of my life changed this summer when i met some cool kids, and when i fell in love with hiphop. thanks guys.
so this year!
I want to get better at saving money,
I want to get shit done!
I want to stop asking for things less, but on that note, i would like to save up for an ipod and a camera, and i desperately want someone to help me buy this!
of course i want some fresh clothes and bangin kicks, but they wont be a priority.
I want to sew and make things more.
I want to help.
I want to be more physical, and disconnect from the computer and tv and technology at home
replace all those wants with I WILL!!!
I will be more than talk.

that is all for now

Hey, I'm glad I have a livejournal,
there are tons of things I'm sure I would have forgotten!
Looking back can be hilarious and fun, let's all remember that.
Things are interesting!!
People are stupid and obnioxious, we all know!

the guy who works here

2006-12-27T01:56:45Z

SO FLAMING

ehem

2006-12-20T04:04:06Z

draw me a sheep if you please!!
Will you draw me a sheeep?

hello pandas mmm i want some hello pandas

2006-12-17T20:22:56Z

There are some interesting characters that roll on in.

my throat kind of hurts!

2006-12-17T07:51:05Z

i need a camera!
hey!

bepy_is_a_g @ 2006-12-03T15:38:00

2006-12-03T22:38:31Z

So I'm at work and a lady comes in and says she has an appt with someone whos not working and then shes all like "This is the second time this has happened to me, I specifically called and asked if she was working, Is there a manager here? I'm not happy with this." and I'm like lady, can you calm the fuck down, its a fucking manicure and pedicure its not a big deal at all, ugh, people are so stupid and rude i cant begin to understand! White Bitch

i am

2006-11-28T00:55:30Z

everything.

bepy_is_a_g @ 2006-10-25T00:04:00

2006-10-25T07:05:10Z

tent/sleeping bag.
the two are interchangable